why do you want me to do something i do not want to do!
why do you want me to make a decision i do not want to make.
i really don't know what are you thinking and it is driving me crazy
plus all the work i'm getting in camp and responsiblities in church.....
i'm just heading for a major melt-down....
why.....
why..........................................

But as for me,
I watch in hope for the LORD,
I wait for God my Savior;
my God will hear me
Micah 7:7