Hey all. i'm sorry if my blog seemed so drama like "This is my last post" etc... the issue was that some people read my blog and there was alot of confusion and misunderstanding about it. i tend to use my blog as a personal diary and some things were not meant for some people to read. to stop all this problem, i acctually created another blog for that purpose, and this blogs is for general reading. i have decided to start over a clean slate by deleting all the other entries so far. i'm sorry to all those who were misunderstood and to those who had falling out due to what has been blogged here.